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This week sucks I am just having no luck. P.s. I decided to make a personal blog so the people I don’t want to see my stuff won’t know about it. So if you want it still I will send it too you.
For everyone who responded to my cries last night....
I feel much better today still sad & really confused on what I should do, but I think I have to get out of my house. Even if it is hard & even if it breaks my mother’s heart. I can’t live like a child anymore & I can’t live with her anymore. But thank you.
I am done I am moving out.
I can’t handle my parents (especially my mother) anymore. I feel un-welcomed & like a strange in my own home. Like today apparently since I don’t go to church & won’t request every other Sunday off to do so I am in my own Mother’s words “going to hell & have no morals”. She started this fight when my fiance was about to leave. I had to push him out...
I think I am still very much depressed
& I let myself lose interest in excerising or adventuring & picked up unhealthy eating again. I just lost determination honestly. Plus I been pulling and ripping at myself more than normal. Like my hair and skin & nail bitting. All I want to do it sleep though. I feel actually nothing.